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Saturday, October 29th, 2005
12:56 am - lead in lunchboxes...ack

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Tuesday, September 27th, 2005
4:28 pm - yay!
Phase 1: Staying dry pretty reliably with mom's help
Phase 2: Signalling rather consistantly, needing occasional reminders
Phase 3: Independence in going potty
Phase 4: Self sufficient, including wiping.

at 23 months cassandra is a level three ec grad!
i knew we were close to done i didnt realize we were so close...
im excited!
at this point all im doing is wiping her and cleaning the potty...


current mood: excited

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Sunday, September 25th, 2005
12:58 am

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.


current mood: amused

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Wednesday, July 6th, 2005
5:57 am - wtf?
one of the stock footage things on the news was a small goat on a trampoline with a couple small children.
i thought it was a jack russel terrier at first and that was weird enough.
a goat!? lmao!

current mood: awake

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Wednesday, June 8th, 2005
6:17 pm - now shes a mysogynist and a liar!
i think ive mentioned, maybe not here that ive lost all respect for barbara walters...
this is why....


what the hell is up with people against nursing in public...
what the fuck ever...

i find bottles or formula offensive.

and i think ive fallen out of love with britney spears. i watched the end of an episode of 'chaotic' and i just feel sad for her... thats a long way to fall... and what the hell is up with the song 'i was born to make you happy' uhhh... we watched britney in vegas on dvd and her performance of that song was kind of electra. what a hillbilly...
ive been cheating on her with christina anyways...

current mood: silly

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5:02 am - letters pfft
nouveau nouveau nouveau....

not only under veils everywhere and ubiquitous!

there maybe i'll spell it correctly now...
redundant but oh well...

current mood: geeky

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Sunday, June 5th, 2005
12:40 am - ploomp
stormy tonight... it was really raining hard...
but the tornados missed us by a county...
sandrel is asleep...

current mood: content

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Thursday, June 2nd, 2005
3:48 pm
justins being less of an ass, maybe i wont have to kick him in the groin.

on a happier note:
june first we saw fireflies!
the fireflies are begining!!!
nicquie if you want to see them get a ticket...

current mood: excited

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Saturday, May 28th, 2005
9:46 pm - more angry than sad
I gotta get away
cause your making me weak
It’s keeping me trapped
I gotta be a fool
sitting here trying to get that old thing back Oh
You use to keep your word
was one who always did what you said
You use to speak to me so sweet
with something caring to say
Oh, you don’t even try no more
Oh, you don’t even care no more
I don’t wanna love you
don’t wanna need you
just wanna leave you (I swear)
I just want it to be over
I just want it to be over


the way that conversation went
i may be very single in the very near future...

current mood: infuriated

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Friday, May 27th, 2005
11:33 pm
my mom is hell bent on making sure we never have a yardsale...
shes turning it into an issue that we didnt start advertising yesterday...
but she was perfectly fine with the idea when we werent advertising at all(???)
why oh why do these people have to make everything harder than it needs to be...
on a similar note what the hell is up with people who think thier kids are going to die of chickenpox...
pfft people...

current mood: bitchy

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5:02 pm - w00t
sandrel is out playing with my mom and sister...
its fun and rainy...
i had chips and salsa for breakfast...
i got a cute black dress for cassandra and a copy of 'the knitting goddess' in the mail today from ebay...
punzy...i am buying your cd... im all ebay addicted... i should probably stop that...
all is good... just bored...
should be sewing hahaha im not productive...
today is lazy, as am i
nostradamus is on the hitler channel!

current mood: lazy

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Friday, May 20th, 2005
8:38 am - im really hungry right now...argh

Your Deadly Sins

Gluttony: 80%

Pride: 80%

Sloth: 80%

Greed: 60%

Lust: 40%

Envy: 20%

Wrath: 20%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 54%

You'll die from a diabetic coma.


current mood: hungry

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8:04 am - hitler channel
im wondering how the history channel somehow finds a way to make so many differnt shows about nazis...
and from the ammount of history channel justin watches i should be able to speak german...
cassandra said 'zwei' last week while counting with her fingers...

current mood: bored

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Sunday, May 15th, 2005
2:31 am
"Children are most in need of loving attention when they act least deserving of it."

so true... id replace 'children' with 'people' though...

current mood: thirsty

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Wednesday, May 11th, 2005
2:00 am - wheee
video downloady...
army of me has a bizarre wonderful fun video...
my sister hasnt seen princess mononoke!

hey, is that gary busey falling down at the end of the video for tori amos's 'god'?

i should be sleeping...

current mood: awake

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Sunday, May 1st, 2005
4:58 am - yesterday was pleasant...
yesterday my mother, cassandra and i went shopping and whatnot...
sandrel peed in her potty all morning but in the afternoon decided to use her diapers.
we had to come home for more because she went through 5 in 2 hours!
im going to get my mom some tushies gel free because she's fiending for some sposies.
we went to hancock for their one day sale and i got some faerie wing fabric and asked them if theyre going to carry faerie flannels and they said they were discontinued! argh!
i think my mom may be hoarding some... and ill have to ebay...
i have to diaperfy the bed today because its getting bothersome...
ahf after hancock we went downtown and looked for used diapers... they have some awesome diapers that look just like cuddlebuns but out of hemp and terry i think... with rainbow serging.
cuddlebuns kick ass
then i was shopping right next to a woman with a sling <3 i taked with her a bit. fun!
and we left down the street and as i was waiting for my mom i was a couple of women and thier dogs sitting on a bench, one was making hemp jewlery, very pretty for hemp jewlery. and the other had made all different kinds of salves and lotions and whathaveyou. i bought a necklace for renee that they sized for me. while i waited i talked with them and the lotion lady had a baby with her. he was adorable. all happy and social. he started talking to me too. and we were discussing diapers and how since they spent a deal of time out of the house she must know exactly how much cloth to bring. and it turns out she does elimination communication! <3
so thats three of us so far in lawrence... maybe we should think of a lawrence diaperfree baby chapter. i wouldnt have the slightest clue how to organize that though.
i was teaching the lotion woman baby signs for dirty diapers. much fun!
today im going to work on making cassandra's winter coat out of my old black furry coat i got in buffalo loooong time ago. i miss sewing so much... im such a domestic.
ah im making a gift registry i may post it when im done.
my birthday is august 20th, sandrels is october 23rd and uhm... yes...
augh little tiny diapers are soooo cute i want to pop out another baby!
but money augh! justin's probably right. even with breastfeeding and ec theres still the possibility of latch problems and potty strikes. the cost of a midwife, if we can even find a vbac homebirth midwife in kansas anymore. augh! and i dont think id have the confidence to freebirth yet. oh things...
if anyones in lawrence kansas (or if you feel like driving here) and are looking for a snake email me or something. because im deffinitely not keeping snakes... we have rats and rabbits you know ...
justins bunny is getting soo big. not long ago he was an itty bitty little palm sized bunny now hes a petite hand sized bunny. mama bunny is still antisocial. justin chased her all over the place trying to put her back in her cage after he cleaned it and she ran around thumping and making that pissed bunny sound. its like an "aurmp" but muffled sounding. and we remembered that when bunnies get really pissed they make themselves smell like old dirty man armpits.
bunnies are odd.

panzer just walked over and slapped the computer tower.
odd odd odd
justin needs to stop being the thermostat troll.
i go!

current mood: cold

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Thursday, April 21st, 2005
2:08 am

Your Linguistic Profile:

75% General American English

15% Yankee

5% Dixie

5% Upper Midwestern

0% Midwestern

current mood: confused

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1:13 am - wheee!
sandrel loves raspberry swirl

that is all...

oh and it inspired her to play her little piano...
she spent an hour playing a keyboard at hastings...

current mood: bouncy

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Wednesday, April 20th, 2005
5:52 am
i should be checking my email right now... ah i have to pee!!!
holy crap! its almost 6!
i need to get to sleep...
but first and update...
im making diapers little by little in my spare time... im making velcro work.
if i can get a pattern down i can have my mom help me...
clothes are still being designed... i need some cheap fabric i can practice with but everything is so expensive its rediculous...
im making manta some appliqued jeans. im making flowers out of electric blue satin, leaves out of dark green jacuard, with a satin belt... not really practical because the satin is on the knees but theyre adorable... i have to get sandrel a halter top made. i have some absolutely devine looking silverish crushed satin. very black and white screen siren.
i really should be starting out with plain cotton but what fun is that...
i love ginger ale...
tomorrow im making veggie-tofu soup and fried mushrooms...
i was going to start a cook book but i really need to do things one at a time... no wonder i have no time!
today courtney took sandrel to the playground and i thouroughly cleaned out everyones cage, cleaned the front room and did some laundry...
dishes are hopeless...
i need to not sleep...
justin is like a broken record...
'you better sleep, im going to work, im not going to be here, youre going to have to watch her, go to sleep' augh!
i set up my spice rack. yay!
oh and im knitting...
i really do need to just pick something and do it...
finish something...
easier said then done...
bah here comes justin...

current mood: determined

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Friday, April 8th, 2005
4:33 am
oh no the spider is gone!
oh and w00tbeet? i meant to say 'good old fashioned sasparilla'...

current mood: weird

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